2024/09/20

夢 - 海邊尺八組

夢裡,我在室內體育館內上尺八課,大家都坐在光滑地板上。有時我們會放下個人物品只帶尺八,出去外面的灣仔海濱公園。中學同學男A和女C也在,他們有點遲疑,為了兒女走到這步,不知這時該出還是入,去還是留。因為大家有時在海邊有人看見,越來越多同學來學。老師隨興談隨意教,有時又派些新譜。另一中年男老師來,說阿字觀該如何如何,大家不喜歡聽他說話,便走出房外,放鬆地圍靠坐在大廳的地上,老師邊看譜邊說話,我在練習,大家又有一句沒有一句的輕鬆說話。我對中年男同學說其實是膽量問題,因為大家平日都吹到,出到外面有人也要吹到才行。大家收拾走出外面海邊,我走回房裡找鞋,發覺我的一雙橙色鞋在地台下的最裡面,手明顯不夠長正猶豫如何取出,中年女同學拿附近的短棒幫我取了出來。

2024/09/19

冥想催眠日記 2024.7.22-8.4 observing breathes

2024.7.22 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. activate the divine merkabah and go to the council of light. get used to the vibration. Sit in the energy and observing breathes. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。四十分鐘。

2024.7.23 Tuesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十八分鐘。Earth healing.

2024.7.24 Wednesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and observing breathes. got insight of writing the term paper on meditation experience, approaches and uses, especially can make use of the meditation journal so far. The chapters on the handbook on meditation and ASC could be cited. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。四十一分鐘。

2024.7.25 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and observing breathes. feeling expanded consciousness. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十六分鐘。

2024.7.26 Friday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. The sound is like resonating in the skull, in a hall, in another space and dimension. Sit in the energy and observing breathes. some images, between distraction and asleep. then feeling being in another space and dimension, just hang in there. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十六分鐘。

2024.7.27 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. The sound is like resonating in the skull, in a hall, in another space and dimension. Sit in the energy and observing breathes. some thoughts and sentences for assignment came out. wanna open eyes and write them down. insightful. enjoyable. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十五分鐘。

2024.7.28 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十二分鐘。


2024.7.29 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and observing breathes. instead of the deep dark space, it first came with pure white light, then deep violet light. space expanding. very warm in the body. slight electricity felt in the hands, then very warm on the palms, like holding a warm energy ball. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十五分鐘。

2024.7.30 Tuesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十一分鐘。Earth healing.

2024.7.31 Wednesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十九分鐘。

2024.8.1 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十三分鐘。

2024.8.2 Friday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十五分鐘。

2024.8.3 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. go to the council of light, and halls of learning. sit with the energy. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.8.4 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. sit with the energy and observing thoughts. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十五分鐘。

2024/09/18

夢 - 請益

夢裡,我坐在課室,中間偏左窗那邊大概第三個位上課。有地方聽得不太明白,下課後,立即走到中間最後排,向和尚法師請教。法師本來想迴避,聽了知道是真的值得討論的問題,便給我講解。第二天又上課,下課後我又走到最後排向法師請教,法師已變得很樂意聽我的問題和指點。開始有其他同學也走過來問和聽,有嚴肅的中老年女同學,又有半推半就的年青同學,原來是女同學的兒女,被叫來上課。

2024/09/17

夢 - 合住大屋

夢裡,我搬了去一個千幾呎大單位的一間房,有雙人床和獨立洗手間。外面大廳是開放式,李拾壹夫婦搬了進來,我又搬了出大廳睡,在他們的雙人床附近,放了一張下格雙人上格單人床。大家遷就相處得不錯,頗客氣。他們自由業,不定時出去工作。我又提議大家把不在家的時間寫在白板上,方便大家知道。他們回台灣一趟,帶去不少大件行李。我通知男友來暂住,先是睡外面,後來又睡回房裡,直到他們回來,才叫男友快溜走。

2024/09/16

夢 - 古琴班與展覽

夢裡,我在上古琴課,舊女同事J設計了計劃單張,拿給我看。第二天,上公司飯堂附近看簡介和攤檔。又回到古琴班,多了些新人,我坐在最後,在找坐墊,但不夠大小一套坐墊,有些又好像有點髒,不想拿來用。鏡頭一轉,在飯堂,女同事E快吃再上去看,E的妹妹也在輕鬆地吃。單張不錯。回到古琴班,這時更多新人,不太夠位置坐,我看看發覺因為大家都堆在後面。我從大叠曲譜中,抽出幾張彩紙展覽單張,有出土瓶壼,又有三星堆甚麼的。

2024/09/15

夢 - 路過

夢裡,因為滿額我報不到表現評估班。去到場地,先是桌球畫面,然後是一個運動廳連斜台座位辦講座課堂。原來這就是高度參與和這麼神秘的意思,一班也只能容納很少人。大家先打類似壁球,發洩壓力。然後幾位人事部同事輪流發言,我心想有必要這麼多工作人員嗎。他們說得不流利不清楚也沒信心,我便不再浪費時間,走出露天平台。鏡頭一轉,在中菜房有兩圍枱,有些中老年校友在坐,不滿沒提供酒,我隨便應付幾句便藉故離去。鏡頭一轉,我在乘地鐵,要到銅鑼灣,但很快已到天后,想著坐回頭車還是坐巴士回去。我通常坐巴士,但現已夜深怕要等得久,便走上另一月台坐回頭車。途中聽見女上司M的聲音,她在跟同事說話,有關剛才校友的投訴。我走過去叫她小聲點,因為扶手電梯那邊都聽得清楚。男舊酒友走過來親切也打招呼,我跟他走上扶手電梯,就一起先去跟酒友們喝幾杯吧。他說看我的指數可喝三支烈酒,我笑說是Armagnac別浪費。

2024/09/14

夢 - 多門多元空間

夢裡,我在一個住宅單位,似乎是外婆家,這裡特別多門,有些門都不知通往哪裡的。有樓梯上閣樓,我和妹上到去,她好奇打開某度下幾級樓梯才到的門。一打開,連續有中老年外國人進來,原來那是連到外面的,我們想把門重新關上,但等了好一會都未等到無人走進來的間隙。這裡變成工作環境,地面層同事們一字排開,因為是第一天見面,我請他們喝飲品,有人說不好,我說沒所謂,原來對方考慮的是共有二三十人,二十幾元一杯都要共幾百元。這裡變成道壇,大家一字排開站著,師母走到我身邊跟我小聲說起,楊太在醫院走了但魂仍留下在這裡已兩星期,我知道那是一位長輩,但我沒感覺到她在,所以也沒甚麼可做的。這裡又變成在外面上鐵樓梯到達的酒吧,叫類似Eric brew的,大概是老闆的名字。樓下有間生活雜物店,外籍男店主關店時變身成潮流裝扮再去玩。

2024/09/13

夢 - 夢療癒

夢裡,我躺在床上睡,左肩非常梗痛。我在做療癒,已做了三輪,等著進回去找回某輪的存有做療癒以完成,但等了好久都未可以進回去。結果我決定不等了,第二次進去,只做個簡單的療癒即可。

2024/09/12

夢 - 選

夢裡,一男一女友人喝醉了,女的裸體,兩人進房裡睡。第二天早上,他們起來,女友人走出房告訴我們,他們昨晚迷糊間自然地親熱起來,但又及時懸崖勒馬,因為女的已婚。夢裡有三個解決辦法。一是選兩支喜歡的清酒瓶果酒,二是買一套四支預設不同味道的清酒瓶果酒,三是西多士連飲品小食下午茶餐。我選三,那最吸引,便準備出去,但兩間相對的睡房內的洗手間都有人,一間兩邊窗亮,一間一邊窗亮即只有淋浴間或廁所在用。我敲只有一邊窗亮那間也是早前男女友人睡的那間的門,男友人應在用洗手間,但沒人應。

2024/09/11

夢 - 渡遊

夢裡,我跟一群人在一艘大船上,大家各自在找甚麼的。我們去到好友S和L夫婦渡假的家。大家放鬆走動,各自活動。我走進他們的睡房,靠牆是雙人床,然後是並排兩部電腦,前面是長方盒連鏡頭。我坐下打開電腦上網,一邊想床移出些不靠牆上下床會較方便。

2024/09/10

夢 - 療癒池

夢裡,我跟兩個中年男人坐在私家車上。一個像是老闆,常面不改容地做危險舉動,例如在樓頂間的超窄路來回走,另一男像是他的跟班。下車,我快步走想擺脫他們。上到中老年男靈性導師K的工作室。走廊上是他的連續三間工作室,都打開門。他坐在其中一間房,裝潢像是書房,他很苦惱地說,上面要他做,我說那反正一定要做便做吧。我走到過兩間房,那裡地上有流動波紋,是治療廳。我脫鞋進去,不肯定要穿襪還是要赤腳。裡面男女各人在淺水池裡,有人坐在旁邊浸腳,有人躺下去,全身震動著,都放鬆感恩地接受治療,似乎地上的治療水會根據各人需要給予治療。我進去坐著,兩男也來到,我躲著他們混在眾人裡,以免要跟著做危險的事。那治療叫六時甚麼的共四字像佛家用語。

2024/09/09

夢 - 煩

夢裡,我坐在自己的位裡工作。有同事在辦公廳說有部門問有沒有收到某捐款。沒人答理。不久,又有男同事說部門又來電又問,他逐位同事詢問,我大聲答了幾聲沒有。不久,派信男同事給我兩份A4大小信封。一份是速遞信封,打開是一件連帽外套。我再看信封,有小字寫上原由,說院長買了件外套,怕將來要是查出新疆棉甚麼的,問能不能收。我心想這都不關捐款事,你擔心便退回好了,問我幹麼。另一公文袋裡是厚厚一叠文件,最上面是一大叠研究申請,要處理捐款便要填表,不填便不處理。不關我事的怎麼又來問我,我發脾氣,想找人駡,大聲說話。然後直接退回那兩份原件給部門,找退回便條寫明附上。

2024/09/08

夢 - boundary

夢裡,一男一女同事在我旁邊。我提醒女同事的報告注意要點,和個案可如何繼續做的不同方向。男同事聽了也問他的問題,我直接跟他說我不會回答他的任何問題,因他不是我的組,便不再理他。

2024/09/07

夢 - 記

夢裡,我在寫報告,要求只是簡單結論,但我詳細寫下方法和過程,覺得要記下來,反正最終不在乎的人也不會認真讀,以我有用的方式寫,方便自己或有興趣知道的人參考更重要。

2024/09/06

夢 - 舊村

夢裡,我走在一條舊村裡,有塊告示板,上面寫著龍醫師給村民的講座主題時間。走進小巷,轉左,是荒廢的小屋,外面空地像以往舊店上搭大帆布簷蓬。我在地上鋪上大毛巾,坐在上面。有IT男同事來詢問,又說要去外國甚麼的,我發覺他們也是分開問不同人瞞來瞞去,便不再想理他們。妹不見了,其他人也找不到。這時這裡變成裝修漂亮的靈性商店,有女人來問問題,有女人回答,又推出不同正接受治療的女人給她們看,看上去都古怪,被不同東西包著紥著的。有人問起生命之花治療,她們又推出一個女人,被重重紥著厚棉被,白底有藍色生命之花符號。她看上去清醒高興,我在想不知要做多久,不用上廁所嗎。這些古怪靈性消費讓我頗反感。原來是女靈性導師A的店。我離去,到巷口才想起回頭拿毛巾。店外空地變成在上課,女學員躺滿門外地上。女助手對我語帶嘲笑,我沒理拿了毛巾便走。小巷轉左出大街,向前走,是大型廟宇群,大馬甚麼宮,我看感覺不對沒走進去。前面轉右有小巷走下樓梯,前面背影像是女同事E和H,我繼續向前走,有人叫我名字,我回頭看是一抽煙女,我問是誰,原來是E的女好友K,我猜到但看她今天的打扮我認不出來。她遞給我煙,我也跟她一起邊抽煙邊走。她們說起這裡是大坑。

2024/09/05

冥想催眠日記 2024.7.11-20 breathing meditation

2024.7.11 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and Observe breathing. Felt like not only breathing in and out through the nose, but all the pores, the whole body. Felt expanding. Felt being surrounded by some warm soft cloud of energy. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十八分鐘。

2024.7.12 Friday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十五分鐘。

2024.7.13 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and observe breathing. Breathe in, light expand upwards to connect the Divine. Breathe out, light expand downwards to connect Mother Gaia. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十四分鐘。

2024.7.14 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and count breathes. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十七分鐘。

2024.7.15 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and count breathes. At some point saw in front of my third eye space with depth but no boundary, and felt myself expanding. 迦樓羅來,說會幫助吃走負面和帶來恐懼的能量和想法。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十六分鐘。

2024.7.16 Tuesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十四分鐘。Earth healing.

2024.7.17 Wednesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and count breathes. 公事煩心,太多雜念。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。五十分鐘。

2024.7.18 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and count breathes. 公事煩,多雜念。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。四十五分鐘。

2024.7.19 Friday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy for 10 breathes. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十七分鐘。

2024.7.20 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十七分鐘。

2024/09/04

夢 - 選

夢裡,我在看雜誌,連續幾頁麥當勞食品彩頁,還有只限學校店的特別推廣,原價六七十幾元的特別餐,特價四十幾元,其他一般分店有早餐炒雙蛋,標榜是巴西蛋。鏡頭一轉,輾轉上到壇,人不多,因為很多人已離港。離去時,我跟男壇友大華、年長女壇友和一不認識的男人一同乘電梯。到地下,大華回頭入回電梯,說他不是這出口,我跟其他人走出電梯,外面是斜路,陽光很猛。出到外面,回頭看是一棟很大的舊大廈,地下有某某堂打開大門,香火鼎盛,對面是很大的開放街舖,主要賣香燭拜祭用品。

2024/09/03

夢 - Judgement

夢一:我感覺頭頂有光和能量,閉眼也很光,身體有同時沉下又輕上的感覺,表示意識轉換正在發生。我興奮地打算寫進論文,同時繼續感受。到下筆時,卻覺跟行文邏輯不順,還是不加進去好了。

夢二:我在學校一樓禮堂,那裡有擺檔,我買了幾隻漂亮耳環,還戴上了,其中一隻是小巧蓮花耳環。走到樓下大房間,也是很多擺檔,我逛著去到一檔又是賣耳環的,也有剛才檔賣的,例如蓮花耳環。檔主不在,我自己看著。印度年青女檔主突然回來,扯下我戴在耳骨上的耳圈,用英語說我不能這樣做,我說那是我在上面另一檔買的,她不相信,我叫她報警,她走開了。我不離開現場,大聲叫help,一中年高大外籍男人來,是主辦者,面帶不悅。我告訴他原委,叫他報警和查看閉路電視。他走出去,順手把檔的名字貼在門旁的牆上。我跟著他走了出去。在場外,我變成中青年外籍女白人,買了放滿手推車上膠箱的pizza 汽水食,坐在路邊跟女友人一起吃著。我們邊吃邊談,她又邊吃邊吐。我們沿街上向前走,餐廳裡有試酒聚會,女友人想進去,我沒興趣,店外有手推車,上有大紙箱,裡面有上場喝掉的幾隻空酒瓶,其中有紅色皇家禮炮威士忌、其他威士忌和紅酒瓶。店內有一女一男主持人介紹自己的聲音,男的似乎是舊日酒友,即是聚會開始了。我快步跟女友人走下店旁的樓梯離去。

2024/09/02

冥想催眠日記 2024.6.24-7.10

2024.6.24 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Talked with Higher Self, Lady Isis, Metatron, Hilarion, Jeremiel. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十五分鐘。

2024.6.25 Tuesday
Triple flame's soft heart. 5 mins. Earth Healing.

2024.6.26 Wednesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect and integrate with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Met with Paschats. Cleansing. 見紅色迦樓羅。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。四十一分鐘。

2024.6.27 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Seems quickly traveling through different timelines and dimensions. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十七分鐘。

2024.6.28 Friday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十七分鐘。

2024.6.29 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十三分鐘。

2024.6.30 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十分鐘。

2024.7.1 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Connect with Paschats. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十二分鐘。

2024.7.2 Tuesday
Earth healing + 12 Chakras activation.

2024.7.3 Wednesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十七分鐘。

2024.7.4 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Connect with Higher Self. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十三分鐘。

2024.7.5 Friday
Observe breathing and body sensation. 10 mins.

2024.7.6 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Observe breathing. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十二分鐘。

2024.7.7 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Practise mindfulness. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十六分鐘。

2024.7.8 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and being mindful. 南極仙翁來,持杖白髮老翁相,能量藍色。他說北斗沒來,感覺北斗是較年輕相,能量紫色。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十九分鐘。

2024.7.9 Tuesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十三分鐘。Earth healing.

2024.7.10 Wednesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and Observe breathing. Connect with the collective consciousness of ascended masters in the diamond of Shambhala. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十四分鐘。

2024/09/01

夢 - 按捺

夢裡,女上司M問我籌款計劃的意見,我說預設幾個捐款銀碼,有小有大,例如一百五百到二萬,鼓勵捐到基金會員的門檻。她聽了說不管二萬,大銀碼是其他組負責的。我便說,那就預設幾個小銀碼如五十一百二百五百等好了,即時又補充但五十的話用信用咭計上人工成本不化算。我心裡不悅,覺得她只顧眼前和自己,並不為部門整體著想。鏡頭一轉,是部門聚餐,在高級職員餐廳,大家分幾張長枱坐。她走過來又說起,但像忘了之前談過的,又把計劃交給她兩位能力不濟的男同事。我更不想理,便想離座,但同枱其他同事對我很客氣,又給我遞餐紙和牙簽的。我受不了她和她的無能男下屬,她們又說轉到高級職員泰國餐廳下場,便藉詞離開,一位女同事跟著我一起走。我們去到下一場聚餐的泰國餐廳,場地還未整理,我們忍不住動手擺好椅子和枱上餐具,但餐具是同事們之前用過的。同事們來到,看見我們預先在打點,又拉我們坐下。我跟負責大銀碼捐款的前女上司S和已轉職其他部門任高層的年青男同事L同枱,我對他們說的話不感興趣,便想離開不想繼續浪費時間。這時女高層J介紹說這活動售賣送來有簽名提字的書,不少都珍貴特別。我看看牆邊的書架,有些大開本相冊畫冊,英文書但作者的英文姓名卻像日本人,是我也有,但還有同系列風格的其他作品。我想買,但想起家裡的書櫃已放滿。