2024/03/07

夢 - 潛逃私避/Sigilum Dei

(枕下放了Sigilum Dei圖)

夢一:前女上司P私下跟我說,調查已告一段落,沒公開的報告限制她不能再處理任何與捐款有關的工作,但其他行政工作不在此限,所以她仍可回大學任職。

夢二:我去到一室內私人地方,就代女好友B保管的錢,聽取某公司的建議。在場的公司職員都是青年男女,看上去不是善類。他們游說我們一筆過交二三十萬現金,成立獎學金。我聽了心想顯然有詐,是典型盡快收取大量現金夾帶私逃的套路。我假裝和應說好,以便脫身,他們卻跟著我們上車,那車經改裝是兩輛私家車連在一起,所以可坐多人。我下車後快步走上大廈頂樓單位,那裡有宗教聚會,大家圍圈坐著,我跟男女友人們混在參家者之中。開始後,B彈結他領唱,她唱一句,大家跟唱一句,是即時通靈而得的詞。我本來希望男友人們能保護我,但他們大多已離港遠居他方。離開時,我提議去某男女友人家,因為怕自己一人在家裡有危險。

2024/03/06

夢 - 手工小食店/Monas Hieroglyphica

(枕下放了Monas Hieroglyphica圖)夢裡,我在公司填問卷,結果顯示生活習慣和體檢指數,男教授Y得二級,即頗健康,我得五級,出乎意料地差。我不以為然,到大樓地下的手工小食店,那裡有賣杯裝雪糕,有芝麻雲呢嗱朱古力三款味道,我們共有三人,中年男友人提議買不同款分吃,我說自己點想吃的味道就好,結果他跟我都想吃芝麻,他即明白個別買喜歡的好處,否則有一人得主要吃不是最想吃的味道。那小店也有賣macaron,中間夾一厚層雪糕,通常很早中午便售完,看枱上的碟也是空空如也。我跟女好友B趕入電梯上樓,也有些人從四面八方跑來進電梯,而電梯是虛擬無形的,樓層掣也是虛擬無形的,大家在差不多的位置伸手按一下。回到樓上大活動室,青年男同事T在發表簡報,內容是他沒打針現在的優勢,我心想我也沒打針,本該如此,果然也有人是明智的。我跟女友人B和J一起落樓買雪糕,在電梯大堂說起另一女友人S患病。又去到大樓地下的小食店,J買最多,想也不想便一口氣買下幾個雪糕和macaron,也對,平日都不易買到,有的話即買很決斷。我們跟中青年男老闆漸混熟,他們雖然黃昏關店,但通常不急,會繼續坐坐與店內客人聊天抽煙,但抽煙多是近門口的對街位。B 說這店的餅乾也好,她會買來送人。我走出店外,見櫥窗多了東西賣,右邊有B剛提起的餅乾,還有朱古力和盒裝雜錦款式macaron,也許店內碟上的每天下午前便售清給熟客,便做這些預先包裝雜錦盒給其他街客買,左邊近店入口則有不同款式打火機,有入氣也有入電油的。

2024/03/05

夢 - 舊居新意/Monas Hieroglyphica

(枕下放了Monas Hieroglyphica圖)夢裡,我跟人回兒時舊居參觀。雖然是同樣的單位,全新裝修過,只一人住,裡面裝修簡潔,光明潔淨,舒服得多,我們走出露台,仍然是洗手間在右面,廚房在左面,前面是大窗,看出去,居高臨下,一片綠色和高樓大廈如細點的樓頂,像在高空鳥瞰這城市,看過去左邊是公園,路邊種滿高大的樹木,有些居民經過出入,感覺放鬆,過著安居樂業的生活。鏡頭一轉,我去探望康復中的男好友R,跟男性友人鴨和S一起,約在一家公司的大會議室談。第二次,我們又去找R,他仍在康復中,但大家在談新計劃。大家手上又拿著多件衣服,在看著又叠好再摺合執拾。我們走樓梯落樓,經過樓下幾層,多是活動空間,其中一層是音樂事務處學生樂團,學生樂手熱鬧地聚集玩玩練練。到地下,我手上拿著一團廢紙,經過幾個垃圾桶都拋不進去,直到剛出門口才拋中入去,這地下大堂至門外還滿多垃圾桶的。R帶我們到街上的台式餐廳,剛過午膳時間,只剩一兩枱還在吃,阿姐在執其他枱。我們坐下,由四人變成多兩位女友人,我自己移櫈坐下,她們卻站著等阿姐幫她們拉櫈。我們都坐下後,便看餐牌點吃的,原來這裡吃串燒,我點了雞肝,又問有沒有鱔,餐牌裡沒有,但在一個放材料的盒有,那盒就像是這天有的材料的實物餐牌。

2024/03/04

夢 - 牽

夢裡,我在溜狗,沿街道向下走。鏡頭一轉,我向上走進商場,外婆急步走在前面,她的銀色項鍊後扣著另一條銀鍊,我拿著銀鍊的另一端以防她走失,她不喜歡,覺得勒頸,用力扯掉,繼續急步向前走,我也沒辦法,只能由得她。鏡頭一轉,午膳回家,我把鞋放在門外,放好鞋頭向外,方便出門時穿走。鏡頭一轉,我走進水晶店,六舅父也來了,店員拿出兩盤水晶,以為他要選對戒,我說不是吧,他其實是為了答謝我幫忙想送點甚麼給我,青年男店員遞給我兩支粉晶髮簪,我一拿上手便出現斷紋,隨即交回給他,說這太易斷,但我們也照付款吧,他倒像沒所謂,收回便算。舅父選全隻水晶石頭戒指求婚,我提醒他除非很清楚,否則不合大小便尴尬。

2024/03/03

夢 - 療/課/試

夢一:我在上課細心看兩種療癒手法示範,兩種都是大銀色長方體,看不見裡面,感覺穩陣又亮麗。


夢二:我在公司也是校園。辦公室在高層,從窗門看下去地面卻很清楚。我聽到外面有聲音,原來女催眠同學B的丈夫在樓下講佛經,她們帶著已是少年的兒子。然後到B拿咪講心經,就像街頭表演,她穿著淺藍白色到膝上的連身裙。旁邊是我們部門的儲物室,女同事P從裡面客氣地拿了些東西送給他們,但其實都是無用之物,像大吹氣飛碟球。她又拿了些回辦公室,放氣按平,我覺得其他同事怎麼盡做些無謂東西事情。我見有課程表,看著不錯,很多不同的課。其中有德噶的Usnisa Vijaya Dharani,我突然想不起vijaya的vi怎拼寫,但又驚喜佛頂專勝陀羅尼也有,而且不是一兩課的淺談,是一個課程,是要我去合我用的意思吧。我去到陸佑堂看課程介紹展覽,剛好德噶人員上台坐下拍團體照,他們都穿淺色t-shirt制服,除了雪樂喇嘛穿深紅喇嘛服,原來他又出家回到德噶了,他的臉看上去胖了也老了,但還能認出是他,有他教我更想去聽課了。


夢三:我煮了個烚蛋,在脫殼,咬了一口,妹說可否拿些甚麼交換,我說不用,給你就好,心想不過一個烚蛋,再煮就好。鏡頭一轉,是公司活動,很多來賓陸續進入會場,衣香鬢影。一位中青年男醫生,穿橙色紗西裝,跟其他人打招呼派咭片,看上去他很受歡迎。一位中年女士來到,保安以為她沒被邀請想請她走,他連忙走過去跟她打招呼派咭片,為她解圍。然後又回來這邊繼續幫忙招呼來賓。同事拿了一碟厚鮮油多士過來,大家切開分著吃,鮮油夠厚,好吃。女高層S又拿來另一碟,說是有榴槤粒的,看上去倒跟剛才那份差不多。她們又興奮地切開分著吃,我也拿了一塊試,質感味道跟剛才的差不多,不難接受,我也能吃。橙色西裝醫生在大家不為意時,也自己切了一塊吃,看來他是饞嘴的。鏡頭一轉,我在鐵皮屋也是我的實驗工作室。有人敲門,我打開門,是中年前女拍檔和她的中年男友,看上去有點潦倒,想沒有甚麼好事。門外地上都是積水,我出去也不是,又不想讓她們進來,怕易請難送。

2024/03/02

夢 - 散聚

夢裡,有些舊中學同學回港,我跟他們見面,邊走邊談談近況。鏡頭一轉,在外國,我坐在地上,對正上來的樓梯,有些親友來訪,我的右邊有一座亮著的大地燈,這時室內變光,多開了許多燈,我便移開燈座。表弟妹和親友等在一邊拍照。二妹也叫我們去拍,我覺得麻煩,也不想他們以為我們家跟他們在爭,但在靠牆大梳化那邊,爸媽和三妹已坐下,我便也走過去,一家五口高興地一起擺起不同姿勢拍,拍照的是青年女攝影師。鏡頭一轉,我在兩個壇工作,一個是一直常去的,一個是新近才過去也是新式裝修的。

2024/03/01

冥想催眠日記 2024.5-11 on channelling

2024.2.5 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Rod of power. 脈輪梵唱。Chakras activation, tree of light, violet flame, merkabah activation, Michael cut cords. floating in Gabriel cauldron, in Raphael green healing ball. violet flame entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding and going down to the bottom, transmuting, cleansing. green intense healing ball entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding, going down to bottom, for healing and protection. float and flow. Vessel. no expectation. no withholding. just let things pass through you. not single way. from top to bottom, bottom to top, front to back, back to front, expanding to all directions. no form, no shape, no limitation. boundless. limitless. there could also be multiple energies passing through the vessel. but when you feel overwhelmed, you must take control, ask them to slow down. no judgement, no thinking, no you, no your self. that's not you, you are just delivering messages. only if you can put down you, your self, no worries of being wrong, as you are not representing you. just a channel. of energies, of thoughts, of vibrations, of multiple sources. Rainbow ray. 安住。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十九分鐘。

2024.2.6 Tuesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Rod of power. 脈輪梵唱。Chakras activation, tree of light, violet flame, merkabah activation, Michael cut cords. floating in Gabriel cauldron, in Raphael green healing ball. violet flame entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding and going down to the bottom, transmuting and cleansing. green intense healing ball entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding, going down to bottom, for healing and protection. float and flow. Pure. can be in any form, can be formless. can be words, can be thoughts, can be actions. just let it flow. from top to bottom, from bottom to top, flow out. naturally. no control. but not out of control. direct. just let it flow out directly. the beauty of pure. thank you. Rainbow ray. 安住。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十三分鐘。

2024.2.7 Wednesday
Set up space and protection. Rod of power. 脈輪梵唱。Chakras activation,  tree of light, violet flame, merkabah activation, Michael cut cords. 謝謝各位。六分鐘。

2024.2.8 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Rod of power. 脈輪梵唱。Chakras activation, tree of light, violet flame, merkabah activation, Michael cut cords. floating in Gabriel cauldron, in Raphael green healing ball. violet flame entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding and going down to the bottom, transmuting and cleansing. green intense healing ball entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding, going down to bottom, for healing and protection. float. Rainbow ray. 安住。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十分鐘。

2024.2.9 Friday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Rod of power. 脈輪梵唱。Chakras activation, tree of light, violet flame, merkabah activation, Michael cut cords. floating in Gabriel cauldron, in Raphael green healing ball. violet flame entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding and going down to the bottom, transmuting and cleansing. green intense healing ball entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding, going down to bottom, for healing and protection. float.  回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十分鐘。

2024.2.10 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Rod of power. 脈輪梵唱。Chakras activation, tree of light, violet flame, merkabah activation, Michael cut cords. floating in Gabriel cauldron, today's cauldron is no longer the silver one, but a green jade one. wrapped in Raphael green healing ball. violet flame entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding and going down to the bottom, transmuting and cleansing. green intense healing ball entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding, going down to bottom, for healing and protection. float. 安住。止。靜。空。回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十分鐘。

2024.2.11 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Rod of power. 脈輪梵唱。Chakras activation, tree of light, violet flame, merkabah activation, Michael cut cords. floating in Gabriel cauldron, in Raphael green healing ball. violet flame entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding and going down to the bottom, transmuting and cleansing. green intense healing ball entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding, going down to bottom, for healing and protection. rainbow flame entering the body from top, spinning clockwise, expanding, going down to bottom, emit to outside the body and shine. float. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十八分鐘。