DAY 1, November 18, Saturday:
From deep sleep, suddenly a magenta butterfly flied just before my third eye from left to right, then I got very lucid. Kept my eyes closed, saw 3d dynamic black with depth before my third eye (which I sometimes see in meditation but not in sleep).
I am the convenor of a dream group that most members are not active and responsive. Today, two members showed great progress, one can recall more dreams and more details, the other is getting more reflective and willing to associate the dream with his personal life rather than just record his dreams and focus on the dream content.
I started to realise things saying to other people are sometimes (also) to myself nearly once after I said that.
Feeling the urge to write more. At the same time the co-convenor of the dream group suggested me to write something for the society’s newsletter to promote the group. I suddenly remember that I got some dream course homework that I may quickly modify and use for the purpose. Kind of pushing me to work, rather then being lazy and procrastinating.
DAY 2, November 19, Sunday:
Felt being more grounded when activated the earth star and align with the Hara line at my daily morning stretching. Can feel I can let in more lights from above and the energy from below, while let them pass through but not holding on to them in my body.
Had family lunch with relatives haven’t seen for years, the first time after covid. As before I gave a small money to my grandma, and expected she would just accept and say thank you as usual. But this time, she immediately just held my hands tightly and we both could not say a word but just looking into our eyes with tears for quite a while. Her hands got warmer, like sending me her love and care in energy form, and letting me know that she’s fine and her energy force was still strong to live on. Think this was the most intimate moment between us as I can remember. Such kind of big family gatherings always made me felt bored and I just got nothing to say with relatives. But this time we could talk about our real feelings and had some deep conversations.
DAY 3, November 20, Monday:
Got called for an urgent meeting in the morning. Usually I would feel stressed out. But this time I could calmly manage and spend less time to leave home for work (but still got all the routines done!)
Seems I could recognise feeling behind and within much faster than before. Say I can see behind the tense and stress of urgent work, there’s also excitement for the challenge.
Despite the urgent tasks and related discussion, can still manage to finish the day’s work a bit early for evening class. Think it’s Metatron helping.
During meditation, felt that my body was heavy and pulled down to earth, more grounded, rather than like always ready to fly away. Also having quick feeling on which Archangels’ helps to ask for.
Didn’t close chakras and Merkabah after meditation, for the channelling class. After the class till sleep, felt dizzy. Went to bed early and suddenly remember I haven’t closed the chakras and Merkabah so I did that, and also asking excessive energies to be release through bottom of the feet. Can feel the energies going out.
DAY 4, November 21, Tuesday:
Can feel that the tree of light spread further and bigger.
Can manage to spend less time to leave home for work in the morning.
Being more patience and calm when dealing with colleagues.
More focus and efficient, especially when handling multiple tasks at the same time. Today it’s like doing two or even three times work in shorter time.
Receiving responses for work outstanding and stuck for years.
Colleagues seems to be more helpful and understanding, say would suggest to extend deadline and let me do my work instead of coming around and asking this and that.
Communication with colleagues seems easier and more effective than before.
Less emotional. I usually would get very emotional when I’m tired or hungry. But today it’s too busy even had no lunch, I can still manage to leave work on time for a nice early dinner.
DAY 5, November 22, Wednesday:
In general getting better sleep. Felt great this morning when I got up rather than still feeling very tired.
Seems I can remember less dream details if I got more messages and imageries in meditation or class.
Now usually would have some deep deep sleep in the first half of the night. Can’t remember much details of dreams at that state. Usually would only be some vague memories of researching and developing methods, teaching, or advising colleagues on their methods. Feeling good for this. Like living another life doing interesting exploration and new work with a team.
While activating the tree of light in standing position, the body quickly get warm with energies goes up. The tree of light further expands.
Having a clearer mind. It helps a lot as I need to manage many tedious tasks at the same time which also required gathering information from various sources and making judgement and advices quickly.
Do think Metatron helped a lot since I’m introduced to him.
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