夢裡，我在公司的一間房間，翻看幾格文件夾，發現幾張給我但未兌現的支票。有五萬幾元退稅，另一張Citibank的二萬幾元，又有出版社的七千多元第一次收到的版稅，還有幾張，逐張依支票日期計，都已過六個月即已過期作廢。略計算總共大概十萬元，我後悔太忙忘了跟進去入票，要是入了就多十萬元在戶口了，又想除非逐間找發票機構重新出一張支票。這時又覺得奇怪，我平日收到支票都會盡快處理入票，怎會儲了這麼一叠過期支票。同事們出出入入商討工作，我回心一想，未找出來支票時，根本就忘了，不會覺得少了那十萬，而事實上，戶口裡多了十萬，不過是數字，在存款中也不見得真的明顯多了很多錢，不如把過期支票都碎掉銷毀，只留下第一次版稅的一張留念，索性其他都忘掉。回到跟同事們談工作，我便先放回所有過期支票到文件夾。這裡又有些貓要照顧，我在白紙上用鉛筆在相關地方寫下貓的名字，其中在近下寫上小冬，是一隻黑白貓。我又走出去，要去甚麼地方找甚麼的。
2026/06/21
冥想催眠日記 2026.5.27-6.2 Maitreya
2026.5.27 Wednesday
Pillar Love & Light Blessings meditation with Lindsley. Hot and sweating during the process (with air-con on). When the meditation begins, feel strongly Maitreya's presence, behind me. Then when teacher guides us through, the lotus, then with golden light in the lotus, then with violet light in the lotus, they are echoing my morning meditation merging Maitreya's bubble of love and compassion in lotus shape, with Buddha's bubble of peace emerging golden light, and Lady Portia's silver violet flame, that I am carrying with me and sending these mini mixed colour lotus bubble to beings who need them. I have not told anyone about this before! What a synchronicity!
2026.5.28 Thursday
as usual. 9 mins.
2026.5.29 Friday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.30 Saturday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.31 Sunday
as usual. 10 mins.
2026.6.1 Monday
as usual. 21 mins.
2026.6.2 Tuesday
as usual. 7 mins.
2026/06/20
冥想催眠日記 2026.5.26 Silver white light and rainbow pillow
2026.5.26 Tuesday
earth healing with Ann-Marie. Saw quite some beings I haven't seen before working together, they were in human form, but looked busy and tired. Felt heavy and intense energy on both hands most of the session. A sloopy young king sitting beside me on a bench. his noble brother sitting on another bench opposite to us, facing us, and he is the one helping the king and doing most of the work. Felt like we were in a church. Saw some beings of silver white. Suddenly I thought, oh now I am in another dimension! Then the scene turned all silver white that I could see nothing but silver white light filling the space. near the end, a kind loving goddess with blond long wavy hair dressed in white passed me a rainbow pillow, a gift for me.
2026/06/19
冥想催眠日記 2026.5.24-25 Working with Razza
2026.5.24 Sunday
Razza, The Original Aboriginal workshop with Edwin. In the opening meditation to connect with Razza, the colour is in different shades of deep autumn orange, mesmerising. Deep and strong connection, touching with tears, like I'm home. Razza shown as an aboriginal red Indian. When asking who am I, see silver light. I am the light of truth, uncovering the truth. Then I am in an ancient village. I am the one who see in dreams. I act and lead people to make the dreams work out in life. Then see a big wheel, with different people on the wheel and seeing their stories when the wheel turns. The last scene is a man kissing a white unfinished human sculpture. All stories are showing human beings' ignorance. After the meditation, teacher mentioned a few he saw with strong connection, and I am one of them! In the dreaming totem meditation, first see a white elephant, not the big grey wild one, but a cute little one. Then see baby Krishna. I asked if that is buddha as I saw a similar pic today for Buddha's birthday. But it says no, it's Krishna. Then see baby Krishna wandering and playing joyfully in the mountain with milk streaming down. Then see a small white bird holding an olive branch in its beak. The images are all in white tone. Teacher mentioned dreaming totem can be several and related to soul, ancestral or past life.
2026.5.25 Monday
as usual. 7 mins.
2026/06/18
冥想催眠日記 2026.4.26-5.22 Working with Tachyons
2026.4.26 Sunday
The Tachyons workshop with Edwin. Light so bright. Energy so pure. In an exercise, I was like floating in some space between dimensions, flashback of some loving memories with 8j and md. just pure love. The reset back to zero point is great, and resonates with the DNA activation done in March. I am going to reset to zero point every night in sleep. must be great. Jol3 practice, 2 hrs.
2026.4.27 Monday
as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.
2026.4.28 Tuesday
Earth healing. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.
2026.4.29 Wednesday
as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 1 hr.
2026.4.30 Thursday
as usual. 17 mins.
2026.5.1 Friday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.2 Saturday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.3 Sunday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.4 Monday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.5 Tuesday
as usual. 26 mins.
2026.5.6 Wednesday
as usual. 17 mins.
2026.5.7 Thursday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.8 Friday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.9 Saturday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.10 Sunday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.11 Monday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.12 Tuesday
Earth healing.
2026.5.13 Wednesday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.15 Friday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.16 Saturday
as usual. 18 mins.
2026.5.17 Sunday
as usual. 18 mins.
2026.5.18 Monday
as usual. 10 mins.
2026.5.19 Tuesday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.20 Wednesday
as usual. 21 mins.
2026.5.21 Thursday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026.5.22 Friday
as usual. 15 mins.
2026/06/17
冥想催眠日記 2026.4.10-25 get lucid from identification
2026.4.10 Friday
as usual. 7 mins. jol3 practice, while observing the drowsiness, I suddenly realise there is an observer seeing the drowsiness meaning I am not the drowsiness, and get lucid. 30 mins.
2026.4.11 Saturday
as usual. 13 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.12 Sunday
as usual. 8 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.13 Monday
as usual. 11 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.14 Tuesday
Earth healing. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.15 Wednesday
as usual. 19 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.16 Thursday
as usual. 9 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.17 Friday
as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.18 Saturday
as usual. 12 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.19 Sunday
as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.
2026.4.20 Monday
as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 1 hr.
2026.4.21 Tuesday
as usual. 18 mins. jol3 practice, 3 hrs.
2026.4.22 Wednesday
as usual. 12 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.
2026.4.23 Thursday
as usual. 18 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.
2026.4.24 Friday
as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.
2026.4.25 Saturday
as usual. 9 mins. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.
2026/06/16
夢 - 天道人道
夢一：我報名課程，本來已滿額，但神佛說反正我都已經懂得，可以照收，我當然就去上課了。
夢二：在島上，有喪屍見人便追著攻擊。我和男人在屋裡，因為門外貼了符，喪屍都在街外走，不會入屋。最後有一中年男人逃進來卻沒關門，喪屍跟進來把他殺死。我們則回到現實的家裡，繼續從容地考慮用甚麼蔬果煮飯。我們同樣在關上門的家裡，不受門外影響侵擾。
夢三：我又報名課程，這次有位參加。在渡假營地，大家明天便離開，聚在一間房裡。女友人調了雞尾酒，是一張張吸滿酒的紙。第一杯主要是濃濃的咖啡忌廉酒味，大家各吃掉一張紙。第二杯女友人提醒大家很烈，可能喝完會wing wing地，大家又各吃掉一張紙。第三杯跟第二杯一樣，大家又各吃掉一張紙。我其實完全沒事還可以繼續喝，便想著不如再調最烈這杯，但女友人表示擔心。我見大家都差不多醉掉，只餘我和一男友人，便說不如調我們上次喝過的，即blue kamikaze，腦裡卻同時出現一杯藍色blue kamikaze和白色kamikaze的畫面。他說他也醉了，我便靠過去測試一下他是否真的醉了。
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