2026/06/19

冥想催眠日記 2026.5.24-25 Working with Razza

2026.5.24 Sunday
Razza, The Original Aboriginal workshop with Edwin. In the opening meditation to connect with Razza, the colour is in different shades of deep autumn orange, mesmerising. Deep and strong connection, touching with tears, like I'm home. Razza shown as an aboriginal red Indian. When asking who am I, see silver light. I am the light of truth, uncovering the truth. Then I am in an ancient village. I am the one who see in dreams. I act and lead people to make the dreams work out in life. Then see a big wheel, with different people on the wheel and seeing their stories when the wheel turns. The last scene is a man kissing a white unfinished human sculpture. All stories are showing human beings' ignorance. After the meditation, teacher mentioned a few he saw with strong connection, and I am one of them! In the dreaming totem meditation, first see a white elephant, not the big grey wild one, but a cute little one. Then see baby Krishna. I asked if that is buddha as I saw a similar pic today for Buddha's birthday. But it says no, it's Krishna. Then see baby Krishna wandering and playing joyfully in the mountain with milk streaming down. Then see a small white bird holding an olive branch in its beak. The images are all in white tone. Teacher mentioned dreaming totem can be several and related to soul, ancestral or past life.

2026.5.25 Monday 
as usual. 7 mins.

2026/06/18

冥想催眠日記 2026.4.26-5.22 Working with Tachyons

2026.4.26 Sunday
The Tachyons workshop with Edwin. Light so bright. Energy so pure. In an exercise, I was like floating in some space between dimensions, flashback of some loving memories with 8j and md. just pure love. The reset back to zero point is great, and resonates with the DNA activation done in March. I am going to reset to zero point every night in sleep. must be great. Jol3 practice, 2 hrs.

2026.4.27 Monday
as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.

2026.4.28 Tuesday
Earth healing. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.

2026.4.29 Wednesday
as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 1 hr.

2026.4.30 Thursday
as usual. 17 mins.

2026.5.1 Friday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.2 Saturday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.3 Sunday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.4 Monday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.5 Tuesday
as usual. 26 mins.

2026.5.6 Wednesday
as usual. 17 mins.

2026.5.7 Thursday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.8 Friday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.9 Saturday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.10 Sunday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.11 Monday
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.12 Tuesday
Earth healing.

2026.5.13 Wednesday 
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.15 Friday 
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.16 Saturday 
as usual. 18 mins.

2026.5.17 Sunday  
as usual. 18 mins.

2026.5.18 Monday  
as usual. 10 mins.

2026.5.19 Tuesday  
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.20 Wednesday  
as usual. 21 mins.

2026.5.21 Thursday   
as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.22 Friday   
as usual. 15 mins.

2026/06/17

冥想催眠日記 2026.4.10-25 get lucid from identification

2026.4.10 Friday 
as usual. 7 mins. jol3 practice, while observing the drowsiness, I suddenly realise there is an observer seeing the drowsiness meaning I am not the drowsiness, and get lucid. 30 mins.

2026.4.11 Saturday 
as usual. 13 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.12 Sunday 
as usual. 8 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.13 Monday 
as usual. 11 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.14 Tuesday 
Earth healing. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.15 Wednesday 
as usual. 19 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.16 Thursday 
as usual. 9 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.17 Friday 
as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.18 Saturday 
as usual. 12 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.19 Sunday 
as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.20 Monday 
as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 1 hr.

2026.4.21 Tuesday 
as usual. 18 mins. jol3 practice, 3 hrs.

2026.4.22 Wednesday 
as usual. 12 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.

2026.4.23 Thursday  
as usual. 18 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.

2026.4.24 Friday  
as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.

2026.4.25 Saturday 
as usual. 9 mins. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.

2026/06/16

夢 - 天道人道

夢一:我報名課程,本來已滿額,但神佛說反正我都已經懂得,可以照收,我當然就去上課了。

夢二:在島上,有喪屍見人便追著攻擊。我和男人在屋裡,因為門外貼了符,喪屍都在街外走,不會入屋。最後有一中年男人逃進來卻沒關門,喪屍跟進來把他殺死。我們則回到現實的家裡,繼續從容地考慮用甚麼蔬果煮飯。我們同樣在關上門的家裡,不受門外影響侵擾。

夢三:我又報名課程,這次有位參加。在渡假營地,大家明天便離開,聚在一間房裡。女友人調了雞尾酒,是一張張吸滿酒的紙。第一杯主要是濃濃的咖啡忌廉酒味,大家各吃掉一張紙。第二杯女友人提醒大家很烈,可能喝完會wing wing地,大家又各吃掉一張紙。第三杯跟第二杯一樣,大家又各吃掉一張紙。我其實完全沒事還可以繼續喝,便想著不如再調最烈這杯,但女友人表示擔心。我見大家都差不多醉掉,只餘我和一男友人,便說不如調我們上次喝過的,即blue kamikaze,腦裡卻同時出現一杯藍色blue kamikaze和白色kamikaze的畫面。他說他也醉了,我便靠過去測試一下他是否真的醉了。

2026/06/15

夢 - 秘密任務

夢裡,在學校也是公司,裡面有多間像音統處的小房間課室。在一間小房間課室裡,有個小女孩,像貓,我的任務是帶她走。她是Professor Daniel的女兒,不肯跟我走,她爸進來,說去他上次海外公幹探望他老師的地方,她才肯去。我去從冰箱拿了一盒他們喜歡的朱古力蛋糕,讓他們帶過去做手信一起吃,回來卻不見了小女孩。原來她媽是女高層May,剛帶她到大房間的生日會。陸續有人拿著放了一片蛋糕的碟走出走廊。女孩回來,我見她已有蛋糕,便把朱古力蛋糕先放回冰箱。她肯跟著離開就好。鏡頭一轉,在打機forum找在玩的遊戲討論,因不是最新的熱門遊戲,不多帖文也不是最新最頂的,但還有人在討論。我覺得這樣剛好,能低調地討論不會引起太大注意。

2026/06/14

夢 - 多房舊家族

夢裡,在古舊大廈的大單位,住了多房人的傳統大家族,還有管家和工人。叫大家出廳拍全家照,大小多房很多人,我匆匆拍完便回房,很不擅長這種多人家族場合。房內地板突然出現圓形蓋伸出地面,有男人從內打開,出來送貨。也許這是老舊單位的特徵,地板下早建了秘道。我由得他們送貨,另一邊去跟管家投訴。變成在日式家庭餐廳,餐點便宜多款式,我們五人坐三人一邊的六人長方枱,點了很多分著吃,最後又加點串燒。變成在酒家,很多獨自來的熟客,點心員捧著放滿小碟炸點心的托盤,逐枱問熟客要不要。我跟男同事去到旁邊的小屋取貨,是餐牌和貨品目錄上沒有的。會訂這些其他人不知道的組合,我們便有優勢。另一方面卻想起,女人可能得下令全房不得出入此等酒家地方,以示貞節清白。

2026/06/13

夢 - archetypal love

夢裡,電視上播著的節目,有一群整潔的孩子在一個很多貓的大房間,靠牆坐著有年青女生帶著,都很開心,貓也可愛。看節目結束播出的字幕,上網查到地方,有孩子暫託服務。那裡叫海之戀,有幾間分店,屯門的店最大。我去到,妹乘沒人看見抱起一隻白色唐貓,我趁機吻了貓一下。貓也自然地讓我吻,沒有掙扎或不高興,我很開心。有一中老年男人經常留意著我,但不像是惡意也沒有走得太近。又有些中年女人跟我打招呼,我不認得但也笑著點頭回應。後來有次我坐在大堂,有女人叫我鄭太還是甚麼太的,覺得我微笑點頭的禮貌回應奇怪,我這時比較確定她們是把我誤認作中老年男人的太太,怪不得那男人看我時有點複雜奇怪,因為他明知太太已過世。我又走進裡面,像圖書館。有個棕皮膚大圓眼睛男孩,給我看畫呀甚麼的。我意會到他把我當作過世的母親,也許我們樣子長得像。我蹲下向他打開雙手,他跑過來卻害羞地錯開,抱著後面的年青女工作人員。我也沒所謂,站起來微笑看看他,他又走過來抱著我雙腿。鏡頭一轉,三妹說她知道那個男人,我說你怎麼確定是他,她說其他中心的朋友說的,她也看過那些畫和其他的,又說那男人現在被兩個女人纏繞。我其實不熟那男人,只見過一兩次,奇怪怎麼一個其貌不揚不特別富有的中年男人也有這麼多女人有興趣。