夢 - 都是最好的安排

夢裡，我跟其他人在一起。在看台往下看，前老闆夫婦L和C在下面的表演平台，和一些人在逆時針一圈一圈走，隨播著的交響樂輕柔舞動。第二次，我們坐在平穩中型渡輪，旁邊是較小的遊艇。我看過去看下去，又見他們夫婦和一些人在逆時針一圈一圈邊像打太極般邊走邊動，這次他們穿著運動服，看上去比以前老了，笑著似乎很輕鬆開心，混在專業運動員裡一起繞圈走，另有一些人看上去跟他們夫婦樣子有點像，似乎是家人，都是中老年人。下船，我們這邊的同事有點羨慕他們的船較漂亮，我笑說別傻了，我們這邊的中渡輪較大較穩，比較不怕暈船。最後上岸的幾位女同事互相靠著，看上去還是有點累，但似乎不至暈船要吐。上到碼頭，旁邊船先上的已排了一條長龍，我們在他們的右邊，我跟著前面的人走，聽見工作人員說我們這邊是VIP隊，怪不得暢通無阻直向前走。想著漸落後，我又加快腳步，想著要不要跑，追上前面的人，以免以為這邊的人走完了，便截停這邊的通道。

醒來時，腦裡在重覆祈請文第一句開頭，突然發覺金剛總持就是 dor jay sang。六時半，想著要不要起來修一座法，還是又閉眼睡回去。

夢 - 轉念

夢裡，我在公司的一間房間，翻看幾格文件夾，發現幾張給我但未兌現的支票。有五萬幾元退稅，另一張Citibank的二萬幾元，又有出版社的七千多元第一次收到的版稅，還有幾張，逐張依支票日期計，都已過六個月即已過期作廢。略計算總共大概十萬元，我後悔太忙忘了跟進去入票，要是入了就多十萬元在戶口了，又想除非逐間找發票機構重新出一張支票。這時又覺得奇怪，我平日收到支票都會盡快處理入票，怎會儲了這麼一叠過期支票。同事們出出入入商討工作，我回心一想，未找出來支票時，根本就忘了，不會覺得少了那十萬，而事實上，戶口裡多了十萬，不過是數字，在存款中也不見得真的明顯多了很多錢，不如把過期支票都碎掉銷毀，只留下第一次版稅的一張留念，索性其他都忘掉。回到跟同事們談工作，我便先放回所有過期支票到文件夾。這裡又有些貓要照顧，我在白紙上用鉛筆在相關地方寫下貓的名字，其中在近下寫上小冬，是一隻黑白貓。我又走出去，要去甚麼地方找甚麼的。

冥想催眠日記 2026.5.27-6.2 Maitreya

2026.5.27 Wednesday

Pillar Love & Light Blessings meditation with Lindsley. Hot and sweating during the process (with air-con on). When the meditation begins, feel strongly Maitreya's presence, behind me. Then when teacher guides us through, the lotus, then with golden light in the lotus, then with violet light in the lotus, they are echoing my morning meditation merging Maitreya's bubble of love and compassion in lotus shape, with Buddha's bubble of peace emerging golden light, and Lady Portia's silver violet flame, that I am carrying with me and sending these mini mixed colour lotus bubble to beings who need them. I have not told anyone about this before! What a synchronicity!

2026.5.28 Thursday 

as usual. 9 mins.

2026.5.29 Friday 

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.30 Saturday 

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.31 Sunday 

as usual. 10 mins.

2026.6.1 Monday 

as usual. 21 mins.

2026.6.2 Tuesday 

as usual. 7 mins.

冥想催眠日記 2026.5.26 Silver white light and rainbow pillow

2026.5.26 Tuesday

earth healing with Ann-Marie. Saw quite some beings I haven't seen before working together, they were in human form, but looked busy and tired. Felt heavy and intense energy on both hands most of the session. A sloopy young king sitting beside me on a bench. his noble brother sitting on another bench opposite to us, facing us, and he is the one helping the king and doing most of the work. Felt like we were in a church. Saw some beings of silver white. Suddenly I thought, oh now I am in another dimension! Then the scene turned all silver white that I could see nothing but silver white light filling the space. near the end, a kind loving goddess with blond long wavy hair dressed in white passed me a rainbow pillow, a gift for me.

冥想催眠日記 2026.5.24-25 Working with Razza

2026.5.24 Sunday

Razza, The Original Aboriginal workshop with Edwin. In the opening meditation to connect with Razza, the colour is in different shades of deep autumn orange, mesmerising. Deep and strong connection, touching with tears, like I'm home. Razza shown as an aboriginal red Indian. When asking who am I, see silver light. I am the light of truth, uncovering the truth. Then I am in an ancient village. I am the one who see in dreams. I act and lead people to make the dreams work out in life. Then see a big wheel, with different people on the wheel and seeing their stories when the wheel turns. The last scene is a man kissing a white unfinished human sculpture. All stories are showing human beings' ignorance. After the meditation, teacher mentioned a few he saw with strong connection, and I am one of them! In the dreaming totem meditation, first see a white elephant, not the big grey wild one, but a cute little one. Then see baby Krishna. I asked if that is buddha as I saw a similar pic today for Buddha's birthday. But it says no, it's Krishna. Then see baby Krishna wandering and playing joyfully in the mountain with milk streaming down. Then see a small white bird holding an olive branch in its beak. The images are all in white tone. Teacher mentioned dreaming totem can be several and related to soul, ancestral or past life.

2026.5.25 Monday 

as usual. 7 mins.

冥想催眠日記 2026.4.26-5.22 Working with Tachyons

2026.4.26 Sunday

The Tachyons workshop with Edwin. Light so bright. Energy so pure. In an exercise, I was like floating in some space between dimensions, flashback of some loving memories with 8j and md. just pure love. The reset back to zero point is great, and resonates with the DNA activation done in March. I am going to reset to zero point every night in sleep. must be great. Jol3 practice, 2 hrs.

2026.4.27 Monday

as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.

2026.4.28 Tuesday

Earth healing. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.

2026.4.29 Wednesday

as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 1 hr.

2026.4.30 Thursday

as usual. 17 mins.

2026.5.1 Friday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.2 Saturday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.3 Sunday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.4 Monday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.5 Tuesday

as usual. 26 mins.

2026.5.6 Wednesday

as usual. 17 mins.

2026.5.7 Thursday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.8 Friday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.9 Saturday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.10 Sunday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.11 Monday

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.12 Tuesday

Earth healing.

2026.5.13 Wednesday 

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.15 Friday 

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.16 Saturday 

as usual. 18 mins.

2026.5.17 Sunday  

as usual. 18 mins.

2026.5.18 Monday  

as usual. 10 mins.

2026.5.19 Tuesday  

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.20 Wednesday  

as usual. 21 mins.

2026.5.21 Thursday   

as usual. 15 mins.

2026.5.22 Friday   

as usual. 15 mins.

冥想催眠日記 2026.4.10-25 get lucid from identification

2026.4.10 Friday 

as usual. 7 mins. jol3 practice, while observing the drowsiness, I suddenly realise there is an observer seeing the drowsiness meaning I am not the drowsiness, and get lucid. 30 mins.

2026.4.11 Saturday 

as usual. 13 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.12 Sunday 

as usual. 8 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.13 Monday 

as usual. 11 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.14 Tuesday 

Earth healing. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.15 Wednesday 

as usual. 19 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.16 Thursday 

as usual. 9 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.17 Friday 

as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.18 Saturday 

as usual. 12 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.19 Sunday 

as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 30 mins.

2026.4.20 Monday 

as usual. 10 mins. jol3 practice, 1 hr.

2026.4.21 Tuesday 

as usual. 18 mins. jol3 practice, 3 hrs.

2026.4.22 Wednesday 

as usual. 12 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.

2026.4.23 Thursday  

as usual. 18 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.

2026.4.24 Friday  

as usual. 15 mins. jol3 practice, 1.5 hrs.

2026.4.25 Saturday 

as usual. 9 mins. jol3 practice, 2 hrs.