My bold masculine part wants to stand up for myself and others, fight, and move on. my wise old tree, my inner guru, my amulet, my root.
My sensitive vulnerable feminine part yearns for freedom and deep connection. the key to my heart, my soul, love, and faith in divinity.
This is me.
Always have a question in mind.
To stay behind or freely fly.
Being safe may be comfortable but dry.
Standing at the crossroad of life.
Dreaming a dream you long wanna try,
Dare to take the risk with the fear to die?
Ask with faith he will be your guide.
The wise old man will never hide.
好久沒抽過牌了。
取出 soulcard deck，好奇看了看底牌，才洗牌抽牌，出來的竟是同一張。信心。答案早就準備好，一直在等著。老實說，一看到便有種心知肚明的感覺。共時性。跟近日想著的 inner guide，居然形狀一樣，意象亦相近。向內細看。向上對神性臣服，向下以愛與信心扎根，孕育著核心的未知。未知便由得未知吧。三為一體合力創造。還未到揭曉的時候。未知的無窮潛力。耐性。放下期望。對神性的絕對信任。
總覺得要多抽一張。取出 soulcard2 deck，又抽了一張。倒轉。誰說不能倒轉地看呢。鑰匙孔。向內看嗎？不。是向外看呢。慘白的冷色調。空洞。一張張顛倒沉睡的臉。三。各有各的三。只想站得遠遠的，保持距離。也許後面還有更多，實在毫無興趣了解。抽離。封閉。我與外在世界的關係。
原來，第一張是向內看，第二張是向外看。
The key is always with me,
when I'm ready to be free.
Staying there may be safe with ease;
flying high a different view you'll see.
Getting lost in the wood of trees.
Remember to always breathe.
Shh...listen to the gentle breeze.
It whispers, "Loving yourself is the key."
