2025/12/07

夢 - 心裡有數

夢裡,我在學校課室,剛為可愛小男女生上完最後一課,他們大概十多人分成前後兩組坐著。最後我含淚對他們說謝謝,因為可能之後沒機會再見。我乘車天橋上看右邊,是私家醫院,從窗戶看進去是病房,環境好得多,即使是多人房也感覺乾淨不擠,員工也夠,老人私家房床頭大多放了大座福祿壽像,該是特地放來求長壽吧,雖然有些床位還是已經沒有人了。變成在外婆家,地方頗大,住了幾代多人,也有些小孩。藍色皮梳化買了不久,已經開始舊。樣子像劉青雲的舅舅在吸塵,過來仔細吸走梳化上的塵粒。我和媽驚歎他連天花都特地站高,逐個範圍吸乾淨。我心想,伴侶要找這樣肯主動仔細做事的男人才好。變成大家是住在大樓同一條巷的鄰居。A男幫B男買金,收了一大袋錢,交給他一盒金條,和。他們幾張工作人員證。上面寫著Asia甚麼公司,不是B男家的公司名,我問媽,她說刻意這樣。B男媽看見也沒甚麼。雖然都是秘密交易,A男甚麼都跟我說找我商量。他們陸續圍住前面的大長方會議桌坐好,準備開會,B男媽沒坐在主席位,卻坐了在主席位左邊,主席位留空了,可能在等B男爸,忙碌正義的吳鴻春醫生。我本來坐在後面的梳化,雖然甚麼都知道,還是識趣地走進房裡避席。

2025/12/06

夢 - 虛有其表

夢裡,公司在做活動。在辦公室,剛過放工時間,還有很多工作要做,我自告奮勇,幫忙女同事寫老闆的致辭稿。答應了卻發現可能即時便要做,不能等明天才做。我出到外面露天廣場,是以Givenchy為主題的室外大型展覽,看看一排排攤檔,了解一下,想找材料寫。我和一男同事去到第一個攤檔,檔主是高大中年外國男人,像是意大利人,說了一大堆,我沒留心聽,只看著很多掛著和他身上穿的印花薄鬆寬恤衫,覺得不好看,這就名牌真心看不懂。他見我看著衣服,突然靈機一觸說送一件到我們辦公室給男同事穿,看得出他是真心喜歡和覺得這牌子好。我趁機敷衍說好,便跟同事走開看其他攤檔和場地裝置展覽。遇見公子型男中年老闆,因為仍不知如何下筆,有點想躲著。我和女同事O在車仔麵店,吃完到門口旁的櫃位付款,突然變成半夜,一隻甚麼飛快從我後面向門外飛過,大力碰擦我的後頸。回到公司,我跟女同事們在茶水間站著說話,那裡有足夠地方,門旁窗邊一張橫長枱,並排放了三四張高櫈可面向窗外坐,有個女生坐在那邊戴著耳機用平板在看漫畫。我跟前女同事Emily說起她之前申請的職位請了的人的名字,女同事Elaine 立即指指那女生,提醒我們不要在這裡說。回到辦公室,有突發事件,幾位中年男同事走過,借電話打,我立即把新的手提電話遞給他,那是正方摺機,其實我也沒用過不懂用,但應該就一般按號碼打出即可。打開後成長方,他看見是漫畫,我說是剛才遇見的女生在看的,我有點好奇,就由得留在畫面,有空看看。

2025/12/05

冥想催眠日記 2025.11.9-29 integration and healing

2025.11.9 Sunday
Cosmic Christ - Master Jesus with Edwin. In the opening meditation in the olive grove, it's comforting and soothing, with gentle sunlight. Around the time need to go back, see a dark human figure in a black cloak, like a shadow, facing another man in a plain cloak. They are like exchanging parts of their soul.

2025.11.10 Monday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Sit in the left ruby red, righ pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.11 Tuesday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, righ pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.12 Wednesday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. 三十分鐘。

2025.11.14 Friday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.15 Saturday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 九分鐘。

2025.11.16 Sunday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.17 Monday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. Called healing by healing team. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.18 Tuesday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.19 Wednesday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 三十分鐘。

2025.11.20 Thursday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.21 Friday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.22 Saturday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. Sit in the light and go with the breathing. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.23 Sunday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.24 Monday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.25 Tuesday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. Let the breathing and qi go to places in the body need healing. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.26 Wednesday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. Let the breathing and qi go to places in the body need healing. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.27 Thursday 
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. Let the breathing and qi go to places in the body need healing. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.28 Friday 
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025.11.29 Saturday 
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. Anchor the left ruby red, right pale pink and central white light of Christos, Sophia and Maitreya Cosmic Christ energies. 十五分鐘。

2025/12/04

夢 - 輾轉待發

夢裡,我在商場,幾部電梯間走來走去,結果走樓梯算了。去到戲院,我坐了在一家四口附近,那不是我的坐位,我看見他們移過來,便起來移到其他坐位。一群不熟的親戚聚集在室內,等一起去吃飯。我打算先買件蛋糕帶去做甜品。排隊等了很久,離開轉到轉角上樓,上次去過的店買。在餐廳,我點了蛋糕,來了魚尾造型綠色斑蘭糕,旁邊伴了些糯米甚麼的。我累極趴在枱上睡著了。蔬果店男老闆坐在右邊圓枱,甜蜜地對坐在我這卡位對面的蔬果店中年男店員說我愛你,我噓他們,提醒他太大聲了,會讓人聽到。回去,那班親戚還在坐著閒談等出發,但又沒有人起來,我穿著短裙,走來走去準備。

2025/12/03

冥想催眠日記 2025.11.2-8 life is a playground

2025.11.2 Sunday
Cosmic Christ - Buddha with Edwin. Very bright golden light. Saw two children being cheerfully thrown by the trunk of an elephant out to a playground. Let's play. Life is a playground.

2025.11.3 Monday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. 十六分鐘。

2025.11.4 Tuesday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. 二十分鐘。

2025.11.5 Wednesday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. 二十四分鐘。

2025.11.6 Thursday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. 十七分鐘。

2025.11.8 Saturday
as usual. spark of christ consciousness to white flame. maitreya's pure land of lotus and compassion. 十五分鐘。

2025/12/02

夢 - 連線清機

夢裡,有撘車的零碎印象。臨醒的夢裡,我在提醒和示範如何清類似信用咭機,解釋給同事聽,頭腦就像信用咭機,要定期清機,上傳記錄,即使不是每一天,也不能太久才清一次。

後記:這刻寫下這個夢時,想起上月遇見一個水晶骷髏,第一次見,放在飾櫃,內裡是晶洞,外面鍍了一層彩光。我問她要不要跟我走,她說好,又說她叫Bess。那天老師在工作,沒問到價錢。晚上,忽然又連結到同時還有個男性能量,叫Blaise,說加上我,就是trinity重聚了。昨天約好下星期第一次跟老師見面做療癒,打算價錢合適的話便真的帶回家。似乎如信用咭機連線定期上傳下傳正是其中可發掘的用法。

2025/12/01

夢 - 夢中夢

夢裡,公司來了個新中年男上司,住在附近。我去找他,他說起想如何做,我說昨晚看節目也想起可以那個方式去做。那家私房菜餐廳便需預訂,一次只做兩三桌,三道特別設計的菜式,但包括多種日本傳統示範,都在那天台一格一格展示。他會一人去看電影,似乎沒太多朋友,隨口問我喜不喜歡看電影,我敷衍了幾句帶過便算。我去到附近餐廳吃飯,他進來看見便坐下一起。他用小杯喝清酒,在旁邊另一桌問沒有用過的吧,便拿了個小酒杯給我。鏡頭一轉,我去貓舍看貓。之前因為搬家,把兩貓給了到那貓舍,我常去看他們,後來兩貓陸續過世,其中一隻好像是白貓。然後想起,我沒有把兩貓給任何人或貓舍,到他們去世都是我親自照顧和陪伴。又是一個夢中夢。