夢 - 進路漫漫

夢裡，我在餐廳遇見舊老闆L和C夫婦和他們的朋友，我也坐下一起吃。離開時出到店外，他們有車，載我一程，前面一輛私家車已坐滿，我坐進後面一輛私家車，C也坐過來後座在我旁邊，原來大家共有七八人。在下一家餐廳，我們又繼續一起吃。一位認得我的朋友前來打招呼，叫我海關關長，他們聽見有點驚訝。我去到小店坐下，女好友B來到，從旁邊的枱拉來木櫈也坐下，自然地跟後面一枱的夫婦說起話。這店很多唱片收藏，那丈夫在我旁邊牆的櫃上拿了一大堆，我又走進店最裡面有小孩那枱後面的櫃拿了些，女店主高興地播著。大家打算繼續下場，夫婦說起屯門沒甚麼好地方去，似乎他們住那邊但提議在外面多些地方選擇。我倒了些不同的酒試，又扭鬆頂的長鐵絲卷，開了那瓶士多啤梨酒，味道醇厚不錯。半夢半醒間，聽見妹釘叫我的英文姓名，我奇怪她現在連我名字都會叫了。

夢 - 迷陣不迷

夢裡，我在郊外，像走在高大樹木牆間，又像在迷宮裡。我以短訊傳出路指引給女同事e的女友人k，因e在看電影所以叫我直接聯絡k，還有一條訊息是書名和介紹連結。變成在投精靈球捉小精靈。我把精靈球投向一些比人還高的大國際象棋，他們便變成會動的精靈怪物。有些一次便捉到，有些捉不到又變回會動的精靈怪物。又變成在街上。又變成在室內。還是有些大國際象棋和其他精靈怪物。

冥想催眠日記 2024.11.4-12.1 AAH on inner child

2024.11.4 Monday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Visit Lady Martha in the garden and tend my violet tulip. Archangel Tzaphkiel clearing and Divine Mother love. Conjure silver violet flame. AAH on inner child. Archangel Metatron pressed on the child's forehead, to ignite the pure silver white light of wisdom of multiple lives, and clear blockages and karma accumulated from multiple lives. Message: let the light guides you, let the light shines your road ahead. Lady Portia wrapped the child's body in silver light. Message: you are the truth, shine the light of truth, don't let it dim or being covered. Violet robe's message: we cover you, we protect you, when you walk the path of truth. Scene of parents playing with baby happily. Message: some truth got hidden, got forgotten. Shine your light to see things in the dark before. Scene of a mother holding a baby in her arm and hurt her arm. Message: sacrifice may hurt without taking care of yourself. Zeus placed a cloak on the child, so that she can change to any form as she wishes, for flexibility and magic. Zeus's wife Hera gave a magic wand to the child, to break illusions and cheats. Added to the healing bed are flowers (beauty and rebirth), a sweeper (to sweep away sorrows and tears), wings (to fly), and thunder and rain (strong and be heard, wash away old skin). 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。四十三分鐘。

2024.11.5 Tuesday

Earth healing.

2024.11.6 Wednesday

Rescue meditation.

2024.11.8 Friday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Visit Lady Martha in the garden and tend my violet tulip. Tended other flowers with Lady Matha too. Archangel Tzaphkiel clearing and Divine Mother love. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十分鐘。

2024.11.9 Saturday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十六分鐘。

2024.11.10 Sunday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十五分鐘。

2024.11.11 Monday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十分鐘。1111 portal meditation.

2024.11.12 Tuesday

Earth healing.

2024.11.15 Friday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Returning to Avalon. Reclaiming the magic. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十一分鐘。

2024.11.16 Saturday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Returning to Avalon. Reclaiming the magic. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.11.17 Sunday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十三分鐘。

2024.11.18 Monday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Returning to Avalon. Reclaiming the magic. Conjure silver violet flame. Active imagination with last night's dream image. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十八分鐘。

2024.11.19 Tuesday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Returning to Avalon. Reclaiming the magic. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十六分鐘。

2024.11.20 Wednesday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Returning to Avalon. Reclaiming the magic. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十三分鐘。

2024.11.21 Thursday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十分鐘。

2024.11.22 Friday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十九分鐘。

2024.11.23 Saturday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十五分鐘。

2024.11.24 Sunday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十三分鐘。

2024.11.25 Monday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十二分鐘。

2024.11.27 Wednesday

Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。五分鐘。

2024.11.28 Thursday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十四分鐘。

2024.11.29 Friday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十八分鐘。

2024.11.30 Saturday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十五分鐘。

2024.12.1 Sunday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Conjure silver violet flame. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十一分鐘。

夢 - 自決自主

夢裡，青年來interview，帶著一隻遊戲光碟。遊戲是全看不懂的日文，裡面是一個個間隔，每個間隔有一位年青女公關，青年既要取悅女公關，有時女公關又會拿出一叠錢給男生，男生可收下或不收。剛剛的場景是男生不收轉身離開間隔，女公關傷心，也失敗了。我覺得手痛，走過去平躺著的男友人H旁邊，我背對著他，他幫我拉鬆手筋骨。我看見他有個大肚腩，索性俯臥在他身上，他變成龍貓那麼大，我抱著睡在他的大肚腩上，軟綿綿很舒服。

夢 - 穿山過海新世界

夢裡，我跟著舊老闆L和C夫婦，還有幾人一起走。在海上，我們不在船上，卻像在海面向前快速滑行的氈上。我抬頭看山上大石，有一塊像獅子張開大口，另一邊是一顆大圓石。我想拍照，男老闆L推我到氈邊，我有點怕，但氈行得很快，不得不靠近後面邊沿來拍照，而且大石又在高樓大廈間，很難拍。去到L的工作室，我們放下東西，才出去下水，幫我們保管以免弄濕。出單位時不用關燈等，又不用鎖門，只要掩上大門和鐵閘即可。這裡是柴灣的工廈，似乎治安很好，碰見的人也斯文。去到一個室內多枱櫈的地方，大家說起數字，我想起有書在紙箱裡，可查數字的意思，便借書給中年女同學用。她卻畫花書頁，似乎不懂我的意思也弄不懂數字。我和男友人M和另外不熟的兩人，去到一家私房菜。大家等著，只有男主廚一人，和他新收養的小貓。餐費是每位那裡貨幣五位數，折合港幣也要過千。終於煮好，他們都等得不耐煩出去了。我看手機訊息，見M去了六福跟酒友唱歌，又想怎樣聯絡另外兩人找他們回來。

夢 - 不停忙

夢裡，我坐在辦公室的座位在工作中。有幾個學生來實習，我要向他們拿成績記錄表，在上面寫上這個項目，交回同學簽名，然後我簽名，再scan存檔才交回同學。那些是地理系的學生，多數是高大男生，只有一位嬌小女生。到了午飯時間仍然非常忙碌，本來約了前女同事G，她拿著麵包來到，分給同事。我沒有拿，心想麵包不好常吃，但沒作聲，繼續快速工作。同學的成績記錄表太大，合上已比A4大，還要對開再scan，要先影印才行。我正在請人，把握時間看履歷選來面試的人。午膳時間過了大半，依然在忙，出去快買個午餐好了。我先交帶學生待會才把文件還給他。

夢 - 始終如一

夢裡，我和中學男同學K在卡啦OK房。他去了另一間房跟女同事喝酒唱歌。我因為一個人在房裡，便鎖上門。突然聽見外面有嘗試開門的聲音，便打開門，他的女同事去了洗手間，他則不想等，所以想進來用房內的洗手間。已是半夜，他有點醉和累，躺在房內洗手間門外的地上睡。我說怕我在這裡唱歌吵，叫他回家睡，反正他有幾個家可回。他說沒關係，讓他在這裡睡一會就好。我說要是沒有一個家可安心隨時回去，他的下半生可就難過了。我拿著搖控器在選歌，想選外地男歌手卻出了不知哪裡的女歌手，又想不起選甚麼歌好，結果先播了張震嶽的在凌晨。這時變成他剛才跟新男同事應酬，對方是機師。他叫我到下層的房唱歌，那裡有財務處剪輯過的歌，因為有些不方便讓新同事看到的畫面。那裡原來有幾間房，房裡都沒有人，每間房放了分成不同類的歌，各有主題，例如失戀的和戀愛的。我留在第三間也是最後一間房，在想有哪些歌大家都能唱到適合一起大合唱的，那似乎是鄭伊健吧。這時我終於想起，我要找和選的歌是christmas unicorn。