2024/10/17

夢 - 時候未到

夢裡,我在街上走了幾圈,去到一間小屋上壇。那裡像一間小廟,長期開放可隨時過去。壇友前輩麥太長期在那裡打點幫忙。我們在壇前叩皈依,沒有甚麼既定程序,麥太叫我們排隊叩頭即可。第二次過去,有人說要擲聖杯,我們又輪流在壇前擲。其他人都可,包括前女同事W,到我時卻沒擲出聖杯。再下次過去,我以為上次未準備好,今次應該可以了吧,卻還是擲不出聖杯。現在師母少過來。有時道長會不定時過來扶乩。有些壇友不喜歡道長,包括一對抱著小孩來的夫婦壇友,他們進來看見道長,便直接走進後面房間。休息時間,我過去乩桌跟道長和壇友閒談。道長用的是單乩,用一支正常大小雙手扶的乩筆,另有一支小乩筆單手用,我用右手拿著試在乩桌上玩。我進房裡跟男友人W談話,女好友B進來看見我們,見怪不怪由得我們,自己走回外面。開壇,我在後面試裝豉油,因為去壇前的人得拿著四隻小碟,其中一隻放豉油。去壇前先點香,然後一隻小碟換成四隻。有些是寫紙或寫在紅簿。有位男長輩,每次都問得同樣四句三字偈,其中一句是壞機師,還有他的姓名。另一位男壇友也每次問,道長打個眼色,說不如寫紅簿,在紅簿上可長篇訓示。

2024/10/16

夢 - 變陣前行

夢裡,我在室外參加馬拉松,但是用走的不是跑的。媽、我和兩妹一起。我們想去洗手間,媽帶我們到一個小商場,轉了幾個彎去到一家開放式櫃枱地產舖,貼了張五間劏房的平面圖。中年一男一女坐在那裡。媽似乎跟她們相識,女人指指前面的小門,遞給我們一卷廁紙,因為剩下不多,我們分完差不多都取完。前面小門原來是通往五間劏房的秘密門。裡面正是平面圖的間隔。前面有一條直梯,洗手間在上面。我先爬上去,另一個女人遲來卻輕鬆地幾下已上了去,我卻很吃力卡在中間,只好放棄下來。我們出回小商場外面,去到一後門入口,進去便是剛才的上層。我們出回街外,到達終點銅鑼灣。我們跟著媽走到天后去看甚麼,中途發覺妹不見了,找了一會都找不到,途中遇見同事們亦已完成,坐在公園枱櫈開會,談典體的安排和準備。我打電話,知道妹已回家,她們在銅鑼灣直接走了出去大街,所以跟我們走散了。遇見媽的朋友,一枱男人,我們坐下聽他們說工作中遇到的神秘經驗。遇二妹,原來只有三妹自己回家洗完澡,她在外面逛逛吃飯。我向前走到很多小街餐館的小區。前面有間有名的開放式轉角餐館,很多名人顧客。這時店裡人不多,像已打烊,幾人包括店主、名女主持和女上司M,在近外面坐著等人一起去吃飯。我靜靜進去裡面坐下,倚窗喝小杯紅酒。窗枱上放的變成水杯,卻是空的,店方一直沒給我倒水,我便起來離開。向前走又見些餐廳小店。女同事H正坐在意大利小餐館門外露天座位吃意粉,我走過去打招呼,看了餐牌便走進店裡看蛋糕。我打算點tiramisu和開心果tiramisu gelato,年青店員們卻一直在忙。結果H已吃完,我卻沒吃成。鏡頭一轉,回到街上前些時間,我直接走到意大利小餐館,裡面頗多空位,我在近收銀廚房櫃位坐下。這裡變成老夫婦經營的小店。我點了tiramisu,大件也好吃。H來到,我跟她揮手,她說這麼巧,便過來一起坐。她點了意粉,我加點開心果tiramisu和開心果tiramisu gelato。她不知我們上次已在這裡遇見過,今次倒流我是故意來吃,也早知道她會來。

2024/10/15

夢 - 畫課

夢裡,我在上畫畫課。同班還有三位女同學,我們的枱上各有一張卷軸,輪流出去老師桌,由老師指導。先是兩位女同學出去,她們都帶上自己的毛筆,又在我枱上拿了一支畫出紅色墨的毛筆。還有一位則直接用她自己的毛筆蘸黑色墨畫上卷軸,程度比我們高。我最後出去,紅色墨的毛筆是蘸水寫出紅色,乾了會消失看不見,用作起稿,蘸黑色墨的再畫在上面。大家畫的都是同一張水墨畫,一位老人斜躺,下畫橫線作靠椅。老師遞給我筆繼續畫下橫線,畫了幾筆我覺得太粗,便鏟掉,出來一堆白菜,放到旁邊。老師說不是,不用鏟,又叫我重新畫那橫線。我畫了幾筆還是不滿意。下課,同學們要趕去上跳舞課,很快換好衣服,她穿著橫條顔色裙,配同色帆布鞋,頭髮盤起。我雖然不上,也跟她們一起走,陪她們到下一個課室。

2024/10/14

冥想催眠日記 2024.8.13-9.8

2024.8.13 Tuesday
Earth healing. Lord Vishnu appeared, in bright white light. Divine mother talked about creativity. As not grounded, no solid plan and lack of actions. Just preliminary idea, then stop there, even brilliant ideas. be creative not only on new ideas, but also be creative to work things out, and take action. especially while in other repeating thoughts, ask whether that's important. If not, go to thoughts about how to work things out, and spend the time to take actions.

2024.8.14 Wednesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. sit in the energy and observe thoughts. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十五分鐘。

2024.8.15 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. sit in the energy and observe thoughts. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十一分鐘。

2024.8.17 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十一分鐘。

2024.8.19 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and observing emptiness. I was reminded that apart from the theoretical and philosophical advices, now I would receive more practical and workable answers to my questions. Someone said I was a keeper, an immaculate safeguarding the master skull. I asked for confirmation from other means if it is true. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十五分鐘。

2024.8.20 Tuesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十分鐘。Earth healing.

2024.8.21 Wednesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.8.22 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十九分鐘。

2024.8.23 Friday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.8.24 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十五分鐘。

2024.8.25 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十八分鐘。

2024.8.26 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十八分鐘。

2024.8.27 Tuesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。七分鐘。Earth healing.

2024.8.29 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.8.31 Saturday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.9.1 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十一分鐘。

2024.9.2 Monday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Self AAH on anxiety and related issues. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十分鐘。

2024.9.3 Tuesday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十三分鐘。earth healing.

2024.9.4 Wednesday
Rescue meditation.

2024.9.5 Thursday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十二分鐘。

2024.9.6 Friday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十二分鐘。

2024.9.8 Sunday
進門,從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十一分鐘。

2024/10/13

夢 - 埋首解謎

夢裡,我在公司,很多人都在埋首為一個項目找解決方法。有些可行,有些不行,像拼圖一片片拼湊出來。也有些人會消失,因為沒建設性又不懂,本來的作用就是交人。我管不了別人的去留,有想法和結論得盡快記下,差不多找到答案了。

2024/10/12

夢 - 醫院辦公

夢裡,公司在幾層高的小醫院,我在上層行政辦公室,下層有各科診所。我報了名課程,交支票給女同事付學費。正招聘員工,每個申請得付費,收了大叠現金,有不同幣值全新直版銀紙,大額佔多數。我第一次做不清楚程序,跟著同事指示,又要到下層找人事部,又要點錢交給同事。數著點著,原來有不同貨幣,有些像牛皮紙,我只好重新挑出來,男同事A笑說是這樣的,原來是大量印太淺色差不多看不見,是日元。走著又見房間指示有東華三院標誌。

2024/10/11

夢 - 意圖

夢裡,我跟友人在酒樓接待處等候帶位。資深男食家K跟太太孩子來到,他拿著很多大包小件東西。他是熟客,女職員先帶他進去,我也不介意,還說不如幫他拿一點進去,他客氣地說不用。鏡頭一轉,女高層S說起促成某些人多生個孩子的計劃,包括單親媽媽J。我說她一人怎生,她說撮合個老公給她便可,似乎那才是真正的目的。鏡頭一轉,我跟好友S和L夫婦去拜祭,我們在乘巴士,差不多到站,L叫S不要站得太近車門,以免打開時撞到。我們下車轉的士,我跟太太L坐在後座,S拿著很多東西坐進前座。