夢 - 畫課

夢裡，我在上畫畫課。同班還有三位女同學，我們的枱上各有一張卷軸，輪流出去老師桌，由老師指導。先是兩位女同學出去，她們都帶上自己的毛筆，又在我枱上拿了一支畫出紅色墨的毛筆。還有一位則直接用她自己的毛筆蘸黑色墨畫上卷軸，程度比我們高。我最後出去，紅色墨的毛筆是蘸水寫出紅色，乾了會消失看不見，用作起稿，蘸黑色墨的再畫在上面。大家畫的都是同一張水墨畫，一位老人斜躺，下畫橫線作靠椅。老師遞給我筆繼續畫下橫線，畫了幾筆我覺得太粗，便鏟掉，出來一堆白菜，放到旁邊。老師說不是，不用鏟，又叫我重新畫那橫線。我畫了幾筆還是不滿意。下課，同學們要趕去上跳舞課，很快換好衣服，她穿著橫條顔色裙，配同色帆布鞋，頭髮盤起。我雖然不上，也跟她們一起走，陪她們到下一個課室。

冥想催眠日記 2024.8.13-9.8

2024.8.13 Tuesday

Earth healing. Lord Vishnu appeared, in bright white light. Divine mother talked about creativity. As not grounded, no solid plan and lack of actions. Just preliminary idea, then stop there, even brilliant ideas. be creative not only on new ideas, but also be creative to work things out, and take action. especially while in other repeating thoughts, ask whether that's important. If not, go to thoughts about how to work things out, and spend the time to take actions.

2024.8.14 Wednesday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. sit in the energy and observe thoughts. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十五分鐘。

2024.8.15 Thursday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. sit in the energy and observe thoughts. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十一分鐘。

2024.8.17 Saturday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十一分鐘。

2024.8.19 Monday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy and observing emptiness. I was reminded that apart from the theoretical and philosophical advices, now I would receive more practical and workable answers to my questions. Someone said I was a keeper, an immaculate safeguarding the master skull. I asked for confirmation from other means if it is true. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十五分鐘。

2024.8.20 Tuesday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十分鐘。Earth healing.

2024.8.21 Wednesday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.8.22 Thursday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Sit in the energy. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十九分鐘。

2024.8.23 Friday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.8.24 Saturday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十五分鐘。

2024.8.25 Sunday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十八分鐘。

2024.8.26 Monday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十八分鐘。

2024.8.27 Tuesday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。七分鐘。Earth healing.

2024.8.29 Thursday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.8.31 Saturday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十分鐘。

2024.9.1 Sunday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十一分鐘。

2024.9.2 Monday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. Self AAH on anxiety and related issues. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。三十分鐘。

2024.9.3 Tuesday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。十三分鐘。earth healing.

2024.9.4 Wednesday

Rescue meditation.

2024.9.5 Thursday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十二分鐘。

2024.9.6 Friday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十二分鐘。

2024.9.8 Sunday

進門，從金光變回我抱著八仔。我們到單坐位梳化坐下。Set up space and protection. Chakras activation, violet flame, tree of light, merkabah activate. Michael cut cords. Sit in the liminal sacred space and align with Sirius energy. Connect with Higher Self. Oṃ āḥ hūṃ ho haṃ kṣa malavaraya hūṃ phaṭ. 回來。謝謝各位。我們變成金光出木門。二十一分鐘。

夢 - 埋首解謎

夢裡，我在公司，很多人都在埋首為一個項目找解決方法。有些可行，有些不行，像拼圖一片片拼湊出來。也有些人會消失，因為沒建設性又不懂，本來的作用就是交人。我管不了別人的去留，有想法和結論得盡快記下，差不多找到答案了。

夢 - 醫院辦公

夢裡，公司在幾層高的小醫院，我在上層行政辦公室，下層有各科診所。我報了名課程，交支票給女同事付學費。正招聘員工，每個申請得付費，收了大叠現金，有不同幣值全新直版銀紙，大額佔多數。我第一次做不清楚程序，跟著同事指示，又要到下層找人事部，又要點錢交給同事。數著點著，原來有不同貨幣，有些像牛皮紙，我只好重新挑出來，男同事A笑說是這樣的，原來是大量印太淺色差不多看不見，是日元。走著又見房間指示有東華三院標誌。

夢 - 意圖

夢裡，我跟友人在酒樓接待處等候帶位。資深男食家K跟太太孩子來到，他拿著很多大包小件東西。他是熟客，女職員先帶他進去，我也不介意，還說不如幫他拿一點進去，他客氣地說不用。鏡頭一轉，女高層S說起促成某些人多生個孩子的計劃，包括單親媽媽J。我說她一人怎生，她說撮合個老公給她便可，似乎那才是真正的目的。鏡頭一轉，我跟好友S和L夫婦去拜祭，我們在乘巴士，差不多到站，L叫S不要站得太近車門，以免打開時撞到。我們下車轉的士，我跟太太L坐在後座，S拿著很多東西坐進前座。

夢 - 遺址文物

夢裡，我在一家廢棄舊醫院裡聽講座，介紹相關舊物，也有專書研究，文章詳細介紹每件物品畫作講解典故，其中有些金屬板彩繪畫。之後我們分別到房間參觀，露台相通旁邊無人的房間，我在裡面拿了一塊漂亮的長方金屬板彩繪花畫，藏在衣服裡，想偷偷帶走，怕被發現，還是放回原處。

夢 - 舊宅

夢裡，我同時兼顧工作和創作，在一幢兩層舊建築。我主要在二樓。有位男創作人，我跟他頗合得來惺惺相惜，態度親近，漸發展成曖昧。他有太太，本來我們坐在單人梳化靠著一起分享耳機聽音樂，後來她在的時候他會避忌，我索性避開。我穿過大房，有些男喃嘸師傅聚集開會，說起近日女性也有能力和感應。我走到樓下，想去洗手間，進去本來是洗手間的門，裡面很大有好幾組座廁等，像開放式病房，有女護士看見我想用馬桶，指著前面叫我直走用裡面的洗手間。回到二樓，本來我迴避著他，他卻在樓梯口等我。牆上掛了些正方顔色圖畫，中間印有淺色小字號碼，如DM34，是顏色碼。我們邊看邊討論，跟他又和好，一起靠著走。